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it's all around
Life tells the biggest lies of all, And draws wages from itself Twisting Illusions crack start
23 Sep 1991 SACian before Thespian now however long it seemed
Counting every star With hands grasp tightly Wishing the fire would never burn out I called, I screamed, I yelled Not once did you turn Now with my faded voice I longed for illusions Even if it's a lie, Tell me what i want to hear Lies OUT
David Esther Tay Hui Shuang Jasmine Foo Jingle Bells Justina Gay Kel Lim Kel Relationshits Leon Lynn Rachel Sherri Chong Serene Skye Wendy 曲翔之 Credits Given Layout By: Trina |
Thursday, 12 February 2009 Hey. I'm back again. Updating my blog on a regular basis is a tiring thing to do as compared to writing my diary. I seemed to have an endless amount of things to write in that small diary of mine but not when I'm blogging.My "bottle" is filling up rapidly and is, in fact, overflowing. Too much for me to contain. Tiny things that were once insignificant to me are not affecting me badly. Words said by people and actions done by them are able to bring me into tears which definitely won't bother me in the past. Now, I'm in a frenzied state and things have became far too complex for me to comprehend. I don't know what's my next step. I doubt every decision I make or need to make. I laugh, I smile and I'm ever so cheerful. YET, friends who knew me well claimed that I'm putting on a false front. Really? Well, I don't admit but I won't deny. I am at a point where I'm absolutely lost. I really am. Okay, I'm stopping here. My dad's here to chat. |
