Dear Diary...

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Truth is known only to its victims;
Life tells the biggest lies of all,
And draws wages from itself

Twisting Illusions

Franchesca, Ches
23 Sep 1991
SACian before
Thespian now

I gazed up above
Counting every star
With hands grasp tightly
Wishing the fire would never burn out

I called, I screamed, I yelled
Not once did you turn
Now with my faded voice
I longed for illusions

Even if it's a lie,
Tell me what i want to hear

Christine Teo

David

Esther Tay

Hui Shuang

Jasmine Foo
Jingle Bells
Justina Gay

Kel Lim
Kel Relationshits

Leon
Lynn

Rachel

Sherri Chong
Serene
Skye

Wendy

曲翔之

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Tuesday, 10 February 2009

Hey. "Hey" should be appropriate. Or at least I think so. There's absolutely nothing in my mind now. Not like there's anything to begin with.

Since yesterday evening, my mind had became blank. Was it due to shock? A mind can go blank due to shock? I think not. Then, probably it went blank due to..overwhelming problems to think through. At least that was what someone came into conclusion with. In times of dilemma, she was ALWAYS around. I'll look for her. However, now that she's gone, I really can't look for anyone. Friends might say that they're always there for me but none could replace her. I want not her substitute but her. I just want her. I really do.

My monotonous day started by helping my mom on the bus. Besides reading, there was nothing else I wanted to do. My thoughts flooded my mind, pushing away the concentration I had while reading. Words could not express my thoughts. Either there's nothing in my mind or there are too many things that even I, myself, would find confusing. I'm no standing in front of a two-way path. Either to the left or to the right. So which of the two should I head towards? Left or right? Having to decide on the route I want or need to take is causing me a bad headache. I don't know what to do. I don't know which to take. I don't know where to go. I'm lost. I'm confused. What I want to do now is to bury my head in her warm silky fur but I can't even find her, not mentioning see or even touch.

I pray wholeheartedly that she'll one day be back, back to my side. She'll definitely be back.