it's all around

Truth is known only to its victims;
Life tells the biggest lies of all,
And draws wages from itself

Twisting Illusions

crack start

Franchesca, Ches
23 Sep 1991
SACian before
Thespian now


however long it seemed

I gazed up above
Counting every star
With hands grasp tightly
Wishing the fire would never burn out

I called, I screamed, I yelled
Not once did you turn
Now with my faded voice
I longed for illusions

Even if it's a lie,
Tell me what i want to hear


Lies OUT

Christine Teo

David

Esther Tay

Hui Shuang

Jasmine Foo
Jingle Bells
Justina Gay

Kel Lim
Kel Relationshits

Leon
Lynn

Rachel

Sherri Chong
Serene
Skye

Wendy

曲翔之


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Friday, 6 March 2009

Good afternoon. It's been a while since I updated the blog in the afternoon, isn't it? For now, it's sunny but I wonder if it'll rain tonight.

Yesterday night, there was a thunderstorm. My day was raining too. I'll drown myself in bed sooner or later. There were loads of things in my head yesterday. I couldn't sleep till 2am. Besides Miaka, I really didn't know who to look for as my listening ear in the middle of the night. Things weren't looking good for me. I had 4 listening ears. The very first one is my personal listening ear who is no longer around. One has school tomorrow and is most probably asleep. One is in camp and needs to wake up early everyday, so calling him would be inappropriate. Last one is him but I don't think I'll ever be able to contact him for personal reasons like this one again, so I didn't approach him. How ironic that I had 4 listening ears but none were available. ^_^

Well, I'll just have to be normal and happy! Life has to go on, so no matter what, I'll smile. =D Though my mood reverted back to the time when she left, I'll smile. Samantha is known to be cheerful right? Cheerful will I be.

Other then going for my rehabilitation appointment, I went to visit my aunt before collecting some medicine. After which I headed home obediently. I wore my sweater the whole morning till the time I reached home. Weather's cold? On the contrary, the weather was hot, yet the sweater affected me not one bit. Probably I'll swim later in the evening because swimming now, I think, is highly not advisable.

As I'm typing, a question is in my mind, pushing aside all my other thoughts. "What am I thinking?" ruled my mind completely. Let's see, I don't know. Everything that is in my head is all in a mess now like a messed up cupboard. Without the clothes being hung, you won't know what clothes you have. I'm like scrutinaizing the pile of messed up clothes trying to figure out what sort of clothes I have without organising them. So question now is...
Qn: What clothes are in you have in your cupboard? (what is in your mind)
Ans: *studying the pile of clothes* I don't know, I can't make out what clothes those are.

Well, I'm going off for an afternoon nap, I suppose. The sweltering heat and the problem flooding my head is killing my mood to do anything else. There's no one to accompany me for a chat too, so sleeping would be a preferable decision. Nights =)!