Dear Diary...

@import url(http://www.blogger.com/css/navbar/main.css); @import url(http://www.blogger.com/css/navbar/3.css); function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/6652678828086199275?origin\x3dhttp://simply-coincidental.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } });

Truth is known only to its victims;
Life tells the biggest lies of all,
And draws wages from itself

Twisting Illusions

Franchesca, Ches
23 Sep 1991
SACian before
Thespian now

I gazed up above
Counting every star
With hands grasp tightly
Wishing the fire would never burn out

I called, I screamed, I yelled
Not once did you turn
Now with my faded voice
I longed for illusions

Even if it's a lie,
Tell me what i want to hear

Christine Teo

David

Esther Tay

Hui Shuang

Jasmine Foo
Jingle Bells
Justina Gay

Kel Lim
Kel Relationshits

Leon
Lynn

Rachel

Sherri Chong
Serene
Skye

Wendy

曲翔之

Powered By: Blogger
Layout By: Trina

Saturday, 7 March 2009

Hi! It's evening now. The thunderstorm had subsided too. The weather is as gloomy as my stagnant mood can be, at least not in front of others.

Strangely, I'm feeling very dizzy now. Gosh, something's wrong. Giddy. It's not too bad now.

Running from my piling problems, I surf the net to research on "theatre". I tried desperately to run from it. Avoiding any possible thoughts that tried to crawl in, but I failed to do it. They budged in. I don't want to try packing the pile of clothes in front of me fearing what reaction I may have. At times like these, I'll close the cupboard immediately. Always doing so, without fail.

This round, I lifted one piece of clothing and hung it. This problem that had been troubling me for quite a while, I'm going to put an end to it. I've done my part, to my limit but it's still fruitless. Nothing would change the fact that I'll waiver not one bit of the final decision made. I was rejected even though I begged. I give up, I surrender. Instead of having it to hinder my sleep at night, I'll have it settled. It seems that some things which meant to go left would never turn right no matter how much force is being applied.

"Why not accept it this way? Things won't change." I told myself. Repeating it over and over again. Convincing myself. I'll avoid anything that tries to sway me from my decision, even the slightest bit. If being alone would keep me from these waivers, alone shall I be. I don't mind turning my phone off for that purposes too. =)

Now, it'll affect my mood no further, I hope. Haha. I gave my word to my bro that I'll be cheerful and I'll have to keep my word right? ^_^

Out in the cold for so long, it's time to start keeping warm.