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Truth is known only to its victims;
Life tells the biggest lies of all,
And draws wages from itself

Twisting Illusions

Franchesca, Ches
23 Sep 1991
SACian before
Thespian now

I gazed up above
Counting every star
With hands grasp tightly
Wishing the fire would never burn out

I called, I screamed, I yelled
Not once did you turn
Now with my faded voice
I longed for illusions

Even if it's a lie,
Tell me what i want to hear

Christine Teo

David

Esther Tay

Hui Shuang

Jasmine Foo
Jingle Bells
Justina Gay

Kel Lim
Kel Relationshits

Leon
Lynn

Rachel

Sherri Chong
Serene
Skye

Wendy

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Wednesday, 6 October 2010

My sister's visa to England for further studies had been approved. Yes, I know, a joyous event, isn't it? However, for me, it was not that way.

When my mom told me that good news, I was instantly disappointed. Why? I am pretty close with my elder sis as compared to the younger one, so now that her visa had been approved, that would meant that she would be flying over to England for years now.

Don't get me wrong, I am happy for her that she's able to go overseas to further study considering the fact that she'd always been looking forward to it. I'm evil, I ever did wished that her visa would be rejected. I HATE YOU SAM! I really do hate you. Why can't you just be happy?!

Half of me wanted it approved, the other half, didn't. I am happy for her and will always try to smile in front of my family but..but..when I see my sister, I would get very upset. I want to smile but I can't seemed to. Pathetic and selfish I am, huh? I don't want to send her off but yet, if I don't, I think I'll regret. If I do, I'm sure to get very upset and probably would cry. I don't want her to see me cry, it's suppose to be a happy event that she's going off for a long time but I can't get to be with her, play with her, disturb her, crack jokes with her, go out with her and..and..everything else..

I'm going to miss her..I'm going to get lonely.