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Life tells the biggest lies of all, And draws wages from itself Twisting Illusions crack start
23 Sep 1991 SACian before Thespian now however long it seemed
Counting every star With hands grasp tightly Wishing the fire would never burn out I called, I screamed, I yelled Not once did you turn Now with my faded voice I longed for illusions Even if it's a lie, Tell me what i want to hear Lies OUT
David Esther Tay Hui Shuang Jasmine Foo Jingle Bells Justina Gay Kel Lim Kel Relationshits Leon Lynn Rachel Sherri Chong Serene Skye Wendy 曲翔之 Credits Given Layout By: Trina |
Friday, 19 November 2010 It's been a while. During this period, my life was definitely upside down. From exams to emotions.My exams were pretty much screwed and they depressed me for quite a bit. Oh wells, there's nothing much I can do about it. I've cried and laughed about it. What more, right? During this period, I fell for someone. I actually fell for THAT fella. How soild can this be? I mean, I thought it was a moment of crush like most people feel. However, when that person said "I'm seeing someone", I had no reaction. Fair enough, but at 11.45pm, at night, it got too bad that I had to call my girlfriend to talk about it. I cried 'cos it's unbearable. Right, of all people, I had to fall hard for a person like that fella! What logic?! I had been thinking about it. I told him about it, honestly. I was thankful that he didn't treat me like some alien. I thought about it a lot and I came with a conclusion. I know this will lead nowhere, so it's time, I'll stop, breathe and move on. For now, I can't let it go, so I'll bury it. I want to scream or just cry out loud. Cool my head and see what will happen after that. Since my blog wasn't updated for a long time, I hope no one would suddenly pop in and read this! Haha. Otherwise, it'll be really awkward. Haha. |
