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it's all around
Life tells the biggest lies of all, And draws wages from itself Twisting Illusions crack start
23 Sep 1991 SACian before Thespian now however long it seemed
Counting every star With hands grasp tightly Wishing the fire would never burn out I called, I screamed, I yelled Not once did you turn Now with my faded voice I longed for illusions Even if it's a lie, Tell me what i want to hear Lies OUT
David Esther Tay Hui Shuang Jasmine Foo Jingle Bells Justina Gay Kel Lim Kel Relationshits Leon Lynn Rachel Sherri Chong Serene Skye Wendy 曲翔之 Credits Given Layout By: Trina |
Monday, 25 April 2011 Today, for some unknown reason, I was down in the morning. Didn't have the mood to do anything or talk to anyone.Even when I looked at my phone, I sighed, I wasn't keen on talking to her too. I guessed I was tired. I like her, and I still do. But what happens, she can't read me. I am a person of least words, for me to keep telling her what I'm feeling or thinking, sometimes, it just tires me out. To be honest, I wanted to just get out of it and end it all. Yet, that would just be plain running away from problems. I'll just be back to where I start. Not only that, to think that I gave my word of time allowance and perseverance, I would be the worse person on earth to just run from things. I happened to tell Kendra that I was down and was tired 'cos I need to keep telling how I feel and think, yet she said, "Same, but at least your boyfriend asks, mine don't." For some unknown reason, I thought, "Hey, if she can do it, so can I. Things aren't different for any other couples." So yea, I tried to see things from another point of view and my mood improved since then. When school ended, I was looking forward (again) to see her. Silly I may be now. I just needed that push at that point of time. Thanks for that. =)
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