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it's all around
Life tells the biggest lies of all, And draws wages from itself Twisting Illusions crack start
23 Sep 1991 SACian before Thespian now however long it seemed
Counting every star With hands grasp tightly Wishing the fire would never burn out I called, I screamed, I yelled Not once did you turn Now with my faded voice I longed for illusions Even if it's a lie, Tell me what i want to hear Lies OUT
David Esther Tay Hui Shuang Jasmine Foo Jingle Bells Justina Gay Kel Lim Kel Relationshits Leon Lynn Rachel Sherri Chong Serene Skye Wendy 曲翔之 Credits Given Layout By: Trina |
Wednesday, 20 April 2011 What do I want from her? I don't want to do anything to upset her, of course, and I want to just be with her. Is that too much to ask for? Should I tell her that? Should I not tell her that? Wouldn't that be a selfish thought? Constantly walking in circles, Repeating myself in rounds. If I were to stop, What would be in front? I am getting far too spoilt by her, which, I think, is actually a bad thing. I am independent by myself for so long, I don't want to have to depend on people yet now that I've depended on her, it seemed scary. Desperately seeking for answers, Searching my brain and thoughts. If answers I wished could be found, Insecurity be gone. I'm intoxicated by her. I don't want to hurt her yet, I am constantly doing so unintentionally. What am I to do? What am I to ask of her? Should I give in like I always had for other relationships or should I be selfish? Who am I to listen? Who am I to trust? Millions of questions deep within my head. If uncertainties were to vanish, So will my never-ending headache. I am lost, stuck in a crossroad. Tell me what to do, someone..or even anyone. Please?
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