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it's all around
Life tells the biggest lies of all, And draws wages from itself Twisting Illusions crack start
23 Sep 1991 SACian before Thespian now however long it seemed
Counting every star With hands grasp tightly Wishing the fire would never burn out I called, I screamed, I yelled Not once did you turn Now with my faded voice I longed for illusions Even if it's a lie, Tell me what i want to hear Lies OUT
David Esther Tay Hui Shuang Jasmine Foo Jingle Bells Justina Gay Kel Lim Kel Relationshits Leon Lynn Rachel Sherri Chong Serene Skye Wendy 曲翔之 Credits Given Layout By: Trina |
Monday, 2 May 2011 1st of May officially ended. Previously I had mentioned if there would be another upsetting events before the day ended.Yea, I guessed there was. I waited for her to come online. Yes, even though I was the one who requested it, I think, it would be better if I was informed that you weren't coming online any time sooner from the given time or that you weren't be coming on at all, right? Maybe asking you to come online isn't such a great idea at all. When I told you about Oswin's incident, I just wanted to have a chat since I was down. Yet your reply was a long awaited and was..I am left speechless. I was a smart ass to find you to talk when I was down. That I swear. I am pissed and annoyed with myself for finding you 'cos if I hadn't done that, I wouldn't have been more upset, no? Big words, "I want to be there for you.". Tell me, what am I to trust? Who am I to trust? After all the hassle, I am back to square one. Back at the starting point. Silence, is hence, the best way of protecting one's self after all... So my day ended with 3 upsetting incidents. Would my today be another day similar? If so, I'm not looking forward to it. |
