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it's all around
Life tells the biggest lies of all, And draws wages from itself Twisting Illusions crack start
23 Sep 1991 SACian before Thespian now however long it seemed
Counting every star With hands grasp tightly Wishing the fire would never burn out I called, I screamed, I yelled Not once did you turn Now with my faded voice I longed for illusions Even if it's a lie, Tell me what i want to hear Lies OUT
David Esther Tay Hui Shuang Jasmine Foo Jingle Bells Justina Gay Kel Lim Kel Relationshits Leon Lynn Rachel Sherri Chong Serene Skye Wendy 曲翔之 Credits Given Layout By: Trina |
Sunday, 8 May 2011 I came home late yesterday night and woke up very early this morning. Gosh, I swear I was tired. After audition (which was normal, think I won't get in still), I went to have hotcakes from Mac. Even though I took my time to eat and such, I ended up reaching home at 12 noon.I was suppose to meet Jingle bells at 9am and spend my day with her yet it was another failure. Awesome, right? Another empty promise. Disappointment. When I reached home, I just went to bed. Upon lying down, I suddenly felt how pain my ankle was. Oh gosh, it's bad. Slept from 12.30 in the afternoon till 3. 58pm. She was coming back today. Honestly, I was looking forward to her coming back. Really. However, I can't help thinking, "How am I going to react when I see her? Should I pretend to be happy? Or should I have no reaction? What?" At the airport, I was eager to meet her, yet the question kept repeating in my head. As time pass, I wanted to just run away from this fact, so I decided to leave. Yet, as I was walking off, I kept thinking to turn around and just see her. She called and I gave up, I turned back. I was glad that I saw her. I was very happy that she's came back, yet, I couldn't bring myself to hug her or have her holding hands then. I didn't know why. I know it would upset her but I just couldn't. Seems like I am really affected by yesterday's incident huh?! Affected over a small issue. How RIDICULOUS! I guess, I better apologise to her later. I phoned her but her phone is flat, so probably I'll just drop a text later or something since it is not convenient for her to be on the phone at home. *A little side note, my right arm and ankle hurts big time! My arm cannot stop shaking when I carry anything with it. I think both need more rest...*
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